Friday, August 20, 2004

better for the worse

everytime something happens for the better, things seem to worsen.. 'tis indeed an ill wind that blows through my bedroom at 33 heath street. i don't think i have ever been so happy and yet so sad. i'm loving my life, make no mistake about that, every bit of it.. but alas it seems so hollow too. i am living out each and every one of the scenes in my 'American Dream'.. barbecuing in summer, headbanging at rock concerts, drinking bars dry, doing hi-tech research, smoking entire brazilian junglefuls of weed, watching 400+ channels on cable, hanging out with my friends, collecting rock t-shirts and shot-glasses, downloading movies and music at 400 kbps (at home!!), cooking up spicy fish n' chicken curries, travelling throughout the country, building my CD collection *pause for breath*.. and yet, yet, something's missing.

what?

4 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

a girl ! dumbass.

2:58 PM  
Blogger Calvin said...

yes Anonymous, i like that answer.. but who are you???

4:39 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Girl I don't know, but sex definitely. Unless you're hiding those details.

- Reshma

4:51 AM  
Blogger Calvin said...

nope reshma, not hiding any details!! wish i had something to hide!! what happened to the days of having mindless/mindblowing sex to get the blues out of your head?! could definitely use some of that now!

9:17 AM  

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