disappointing is as disappointing does

sometimes you..

load up your plate too much and then can't finish it all,

juggle so many torches in the air that you lose count,

carry every cross you find until you can't even walk,

and then you..

have to throw away some food, and i really hate wasting food.

get burned by falling torches, and i don't like getting burned.

stumble and fall down hard, and i absolutely detest being weak.