i am me

so i'm being informed from various quarters that there are issues that i need to be aware of, that apparently i am not addressing, that are supposed to be of grave importance, that are life-changing, that i dont give a flying f**k about!! so having heard this from a number of people, i sat down to think things over.. and decided that i am still good. i am not going to do anything in any way else, cos i am perfectly happy the way i see things developing. as the people in buffalo love to say: you're all set!"

it gets even better when random phrases get thrown about: "unthinking oxen", "errant roommate", "mundane blogger", "ex-best friend", "raving lunatic", "dreary monotonous life", "messed-up alcoholic", "lazy pothead", "sarcastic wise-ass", "obsessive-compulsive", "control freak".. wait there's more, oh what the hell, who am i kidding that i care what people think!! never have never will! i guess the only common factor that has been playing on and on in my life is that i have always ended up left holding the short end of the stick, being used.. after all, i am a sucker for helping people out. :-P

so i might not be capable of profundity of thought, nor of depth of conversation. i might not be the perfect guy, who bucks all trends and is always the inspiring leader etc. bullshit.. i am just (i quote from a blog widely-acclaimed and famous for intelligence, depth and honesty) "developing and nurturing my own qualities". thank you.