the tempest
i think i've mentioned many times that i've had the 'week from hell'.. but this last week gave the phrase a whole new meaning. when seasoned managers and grizzled mechanics say they've never had a week that bad, it does give a fresh kid like me some perspective. and the week ended just like it started, with a resounding bang. friday afternoon my boss, the Maintenance Manager handed in his keys and walked out! just like that. then i got a call from the Plant Manager saturday telling me that he needed me to step up a few notches and help him run the department now!
i know you're thinking that this is a great chance to prove myself and all that happy crap, but this is like going from cooking at home, to being an assistant chef to Bobby Flay on the Food Network for a few months, and then hearing he quit so now you are expected to run the whole shebang! i've never been one to back down from challenges, but i was already struggling to juggle multiple responsibilities and tasks, working slightly insane hours and now graduating to being thrown a few firebrands to juggle as well, with fully insane hours - i'm gonna be working 3am to 2pm now, 6 days a week!
luckily all this work is keeping me from starting to wonder about my position here in the firm, since the guy who hired me is out now, and the other Supervisor got transferred to a different department. it's pretty clear that i'm not gonna be named manager any time soon, even though i'll be doing most of the dirty work.. i just hope they remember that when annual review time comes around in a couple of months!
but i don't know where i am
i wish that i could move but i'm exhausted
and nobody understands how i feel
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